Peanut butter and Jess

  My warmest Sunshine! How are you? How is your weekend? Are you all set for the last week of February?! Yes, it’s the end of February already time flies when you are not having fun. Just kidding, or am I? The month of February started off great. It was amazing, filled with professional milestones, new joys, chocolates. Then came shark week, which we will ignore, and then progressed towards this year’s by far the saddest week ever. I realized the true power of being lonely. Now don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being alone, by myself in my space away from people. At the same time, I yearn to be connected. I know that makes no sense what so ever. But I ended up crying, at a red light, after seeing a cute couple in a car * record screeching noise *             Well, I realized that is life. Be happy for the ones who have it, work towards it if you want it. Or melt into your couch and vanish from existence. People think love is ha...

  My dearest Sunshine Apologies are in order I have kept you waiting. I have finally found the time to give you my undivided attention. The past week was a whirlwind of emotions, from seeing my thoughts and ideas go from paper and blurred screens to a real-life event has been a surreal experience. 2021 I sat the audience hoping to get on stage and do what others were doing, 2024, here I am doing it. Nothing feels better and more satisfying than this. Well, there are other satisfying things but this is clearly on my top 10.             This week has taught me how to not rely on ‘instant gratification’ it is so hard to stay still, sit and wait on what you have thought of. It is infinitely easier to jump into something that makes you happy at the earliest. Sometimes the drains in my house get blocked, from the rats that have decided to make their sand dunes there, and the sink decides to back up, filling up rapidly with water ...